It is 2016. My 4th year working. Hello bloggers!
Well. Just a start of 2016, I was hit with for me, quite devastating news early of this opening of 2016. Yes. I mean this week.
1st. Maybe not everyone, (or I think majority) of people will agree that this is devastating. But, for me, it is.
Do you had a pet? I mean, you had it for a long time? Like 7 years? I had one. A dog. Named No. 3 (三号 in chinese, san hao). My 7 year companion. I wrote in my FB page before how sad I am, how heartbroken I am, how regretful I am. It was for me, heartbreaking as I am whom it was fonded the most. The bond between us was the strongest. One of my regret, I didn't spend more time to it as I am far and away from home almost 7 years due to training and working. And yes, I admit. I cried. Hard. A lot. Almost everytime. Until I cannot cry anymore. Puffy and red eyes. I even wrote how sad, how regretful, how heartbroken I am. Since it was my companion, my family. I do still saddened and heartbroken. Till my immunity lowered drastically and had feverish body, LOA, and tendency to vomit out my food everytime I had it. Sorry to whom brought me to nice food especially at night time, I will tend to vomit night time food. Oh, because of low immunity, flu is coming, cough is coming along. But didn't expect, asthma now coming back to me after 19years back then. Oh god. And now, plus a bit of hectic workload on christmas holidays also brought me in this state as I am physically and mentally tired.
2nd. This is unexpected. Someone whom I knew, as a kind person, cheerful person whenever I saw that persona, had left us this morning. This is shocking as I just saw that person last week, and appeared fine. Well, I don' t really know the exact story, but I will not disclose it to you readers eventhough I know in point of respect to the family. Well, myself being not attached to any religions (yes, I am free thinker) still do believe in this : God. God loves all of us. But, God loves the person more. I just can pray for that person. I will always remember that person. And I will not able to chat anymore with the person when we met at office. Rest in peace, friend. You'll be remembered, always. Thanks for your kindness and help throughout my 3 years of work here.
Enough for these two events, I can just say that our life in this world is short. We are only temporarily belong here. When the time has come, we will go, leave this world for good. Surely, sadness, heartbreaking, devastating event will come. But, surely God has plans for us, lightened paths for us. We can try to make our life as simple yet meaningful as possible. Let us create beautiful memories of life as we live.
Let us pray for the happiness for all peoples we know. Friends, collegues, families.
Thank you for listening to mamarazzi's words. Wish all of us a good start ahead everyday.
Holaa!!!
Eh.....anyeonghaseyo!!!
Bye there!
With lots of love,
Mamarazzi Ryeon-amoo
