Comeback of Ryeon-ryeon amoo? Comeback la!!

Hi everyone! Anyeonghaseyo!!

It's been a very..very long time since my last entry of blog....up and downs i felt already..
Luckily in my few months in the sea of sorrow..I found a short moment of freedom, calmess and happiness when I attend course at Kuching and met old friends..and new friends, and someone whom I usually spoke to him via phone, and finally at the course, I met him face to face, and for him, the same situation (I guess?).. At the first day, a quite serious environment for us..and finally the 2nd day, haha!! Guess what? Richard and I strayed out of our path halfway the day and we just having chat, adding each other at facebook and using Instagram/wechat at the period...hhahaa!!! Sincerely, I really appreciate the moments and I thank them for bringing short, but meaningful and memorable days of happiness at the moment (credits to my buddies Ronleecox, Yanty, and new friends at the time; Ms Tatieng and Ms Bibi and finally the one whom I known only by voice and now also by his looks, Richard)...hehe..thanks to you all!

(when ms ula-la meets mr s2)

This picture is one of my work when I strayed out of path at the 2nd day of course. See the Snake pendrive there? That's mine, and..hehe..sorry Richard for using your S2 as my model in the picture..hehe...but seriously I do love this picture and it became my lappie's wallpaper for the time being..hehe^^

Today's been a cold day in my office, every Muslims in the office are in the mood of celebrating Hari Raya..and I'm been thinking what I'm going to do in the next few hours when I thinking my poor Mamarazzi's page..haha, so why don't I start my blogging mood once more?

But..my brain's cold right now..couldn't thinking anything...ahh...(freezing)...

Cold...cold...cold............

Cold...cold...cold...cold...........

Help~~~~

Help~~~~~~~

Oh, before my brain completely frozen, I would like to share with you a theme song from the game Dissidia 012 Duodecim: Final Fantasy's Heroes...nice to hear~~hehe~~
Dissidia 012 Duodecim Final Fantasy: Heroes

See you soonnnnnnnnn~~~~~

With love,
Mamarazzi Ryeon-amoo 

Tired inside and out!!~

Hi, bloggers!!~
Very loooonnngggg time no see u already!!~

Working now's my routine life..and it makes me tired inside and out, stressed inside and out, depressed inside, missing my home and family deeply, feeling sorry for my mum for leaving her alone at home(i couldn't accompany n live with her), and feeling almost crazy...aaahhhhh!!!!

Entering my 25th year old this year, I do really thinking deeply about my future..how i wanted to spend my life with my mother (she's really quite fragile these days, mentally, emotionally and health,a bit), and my home affairs..and myself of when i'm going to live a normal life (when i'm going to marry n bla bla bla....)..but when i'm thinking about my mother...i almost break down to tears, thinking about her loneliness (almost everytime at home)..so i'm thinking deeply how i'm going to think a way to make her closer to me, ar living close to her...maybe not much will understand this, but myself because she's been with me almost everytime because all of our family members working and only me accompany her almost all times.

When i'm writing this...my tears almost falling down...again...who'll know?

~Ryeonnie~