Tired inside and out!!~

Hi, bloggers!!~
Very loooonnngggg time no see u already!!~

Working now's my routine life..and it makes me tired inside and out, stressed inside and out, depressed inside, missing my home and family deeply, feeling sorry for my mum for leaving her alone at home(i couldn't accompany n live with her), and feeling almost crazy...aaahhhhh!!!!

Entering my 25th year old this year, I do really thinking deeply about my future..how i wanted to spend my life with my mother (she's really quite fragile these days, mentally, emotionally and health,a bit), and my home affairs..and myself of when i'm going to live a normal life (when i'm going to marry n bla bla bla....)..but when i'm thinking about my mother...i almost break down to tears, thinking about her loneliness (almost everytime at home)..so i'm thinking deeply how i'm going to think a way to make her closer to me, ar living close to her...maybe not much will understand this, but myself because she's been with me almost everytime because all of our family members working and only me accompany her almost all times.

When i'm writing this...my tears almost falling down...again...who'll know?

~Ryeonnie~